...It only hurts
The more i pretend
That we could ever
Be more than friends
Please don't ask me
Why I'm so in love with you...
-Please Don't Ask Me-
How does "let's just be friends" sound? Ouch! Oh yeah, it hurts big time! Especially if you thought that there was something between the two of you (perhaps because that's how he made you feel)...Then, just when you feel that elated and pretty much in cloud nine, somebody bursts that bubble and tells you, "we can't be lovers, we're better off as friends". Okay, let it be... but don't ask me why I'm so in love with you.. please.. 'coz it breaks my heart all the more...
if there's one thing i have loved doing as a child and still love 'till now and probably do 'till the end of time, it's listening to music (good music that is...). oh yeah... i do love listening to good songs, old and new. allow me to share some unforgettable lyrics that i believe have not only touched my heart but yours as well...
Last night I waved goodbye,
Now it seems years
I'm back in the city where nothin'
But thoughts of me holding you,
Bringin' us near, and tell me
When will our eyes meet, when can
I touch you?
When will this strong yearnin' end?
And when will I hold you again?
-Weekend in New England-
one of the most difficult situations one could be in would be yearning for that someone to whom you said goodbye to or for that someone who said goodbye to you. especially when you know that all you could do is to wish that you'll be together again, someday.
My week started with my dean visiting me in my last class. I wasn't expecting her to observe me that soon... Well, the observation went good. My students were participative and the subject itself was one of my favorites. When she left, I peeked into my copy of the evaluation form and guess what... I got several 4's and 5's! Yipee! The next day, one of my co-teachers told me that she was visited in her graduate school class. When I asked her how it went, she said that it was "fine" and immediately said, "di bale, wala namang bearing sa overall rating! kelan kaya niya ako pupuntahan sa undergrad ko?". Hmmm.... maybe it wasn't "fine" after all huh? When I asked her if the dean would still visit me in my graduate school class, she gave me an affirmative answer and added,"ganun din kasi ginawa niya nung last sem." Then I thought, I was not observed by her in my graduate school class last sem.
I went home late on Wednesday night because there were a lot of things I had to accomplish. Instead of hitting the sack immediately, I started looking for my SME syllabus and then I realized that I might have left it in the office. The next day, immediately after timing in, I looked for my syllabus and indeed it was in the office. All of a sudden I had the urge to prepare my lecture notes for the SME class although I knew that there will be students reporting. In the afternoon, I texted my student to start with her report coz I might come in late coz I will be coming in from a meeting. My SME class starts at 5:30pm but I entered the class 30 minutes later. The meeting was adjourned at around 5:30pm, giving me enough time to run to my next class. But instead of going straight to my class, I decided to photocopy some lecture notes to be distributed to my students.
Yette did not start with her report until I came in. In the middle of our discussion, someone knocked... Yikes! It was the dean! She visited me in my graduate school class! I thought, Oh no! Ma'am Santos was right all along. Then I said to myself, What the heck! What's there to be worried about? My class is a bunch of intellectuals! After my 3 hour feat, I had the chance to see how I fared. 4's and 5's! Yahoo!!
Friday, I told my co-teachers (well, only those closest to me) what happened and they said, "Dalawang beses ka nang pinuntahan, kami di pa niya pinuntahan! Bakit ganon?" Sorry guys... I'm clueless!
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afraid for love to fade
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Big Yellow Taxi
Butterfly Kisses (luther vandross)
fallin (janno gibbs)
forevermore (side a)
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Le Tue Parole
my one true friend (bette midler)
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you'll be safe here (rivermaya
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the day you said goodnight (hale)
ever after (bonnie bailey)
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